Keith told me recently that he didn't know why I thought I always had to understand why he did things and I realized that he had asked a very good question. I don't always care why people do what they do. It may exaperate me, tick me off or not phase me a bit... but the why isn't important, so long as they leave me alone. The differece between jane doe and those I question is how much they matter to me. If you matter... i'm involved. I may not want to be and I can try my hardest not to be, but in the end, I worry about those I love.
I guess there's a self serving reason in there too. I don't like to worry... and what affects Keith, or mom and dad or my puppies affects me too. I'm terribly sensitive... If Paddy yelps I hurt too, If mom and dad worry about money I worry about them, if Keith is slighted by his friends I feel the sting. I am proctective and inquistive because I don't want to hurt with them.
I guess there's a self serving reason in there too. I don't like to worry... and what affects Keith, or mom and dad or my puppies affects me too. I'm terribly sensitive... If Paddy yelps I hurt too, If mom and dad worry about money I worry about them, if Keith is slighted by his friends I feel the sting. I am proctective and inquistive because I don't want to hurt with them.
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